Just came back from PCO around 11 plus. Then recently become very tired in school. Whether i sleep early or late, will be very sleepy in school.. This afternoon came hope, and doze off.. Then got frighten up and awake when someone call me.. End up got headache very badly.. School life recently was ok-ok. Just most of the period were boring..Tomorrow will be having CO after school. Hope will be fun and i wont be so tired. Then orientation on this coming saturday, hope got many sec 1 join. Haiis... I still haben got my decision.... Just hope i wont regret after making this decision.. Or i wont forgive myself. This might be the only chance i had.. Should i use it? Or just miss it? What should i do? Should i tell you that i still cant forget you and ask or a patch? Even if i got reject, i wont blame you.. Is what i deserve, i caused you all this problems, sorry.. I just dont want myself to regret.. Should i ?