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♥L.Yingxiu
23rd Feb
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I'm just thinking i'm nothing but someone
useless. Cried really long in school yesterday,
talked to bong, and wondering why i bursted
out crying when i stepped into class. He just
said something and scold me a little, but i feel
nothing, end up i cried immediately when i went
into class. Then all my friends look at me when
i'm crying, embarassed sia. I first time cried till
this extend in school. I wonder why, why, why?!?
I just cant control myself to stop crying, and most
of my classmates saw my face filled with tears,
that totally sucks.
Today, got BETA form for not attending band, end
up got shouted by bong. But this time i never cry
at all ^^ After school got my Jazz dance, this is my
second session. Today we changed into street jazz
instead of dancing lyrical jazz. Abit easier than lyrical
but the actions is obseen man! Before that have my
history test, HAIS!!! FLUNK! Forget everything..
haha. Long never post, today done finally. Post next
time, i am lazy XD

Today uhs, what a bad day i think? Lit got caught talking by that monica and made me stand infront of the whole class. What a joke. Scratched on aldin's hand and apologised to him when i got home, yet he say, too late to regret? Wth lah. I apologised to him yet he didnt accept and said this type of thing. Then take his pencilbox also. Now in my bag, just now fake fake dont want return him, end up he just go home. Then tell him he just give me tt reply. Then skipped CCA today. Cant go, go also will kena scolded, never go also will. At least never go wont get scolded until very badly. Next week sis will help me go to school find that conductor and tell her. I wish all this can be settle ASAP. I just find meaning less in this boring yet days filled with troubles life. If theres only 2 ways for me, i simply wish to leave this world. Maybe it might be an end, yet a new beginning for me.

Hello.. Quite a few days since i have posted.
Lazy to post.. Maybe is the "L"disease?!? haha.
Planned to take these subjects when i go sec 3:
Bio/chem
Combine geo with SS
Core history
Computer studies(MAYBE)
I am desperate for taking bio/chem.. But sis and
her friends dont really encourage me for taking
cause they say both need to remember alot of
things, think i got super brains? Still want geo
somemore == Then computer studies was not
recommended for me cause they say O level alot
of people pass only cause the theory is DIFFICULT!
Told shronn i want to take combine geo and core His,
she say i siao.. Geo already difficult to study, still
want take pure history, so total 2 humanity.. I must
be crazy.. hais.. But i definitely want Bio/chem and
History!! Cause i love it man!! wahahaaha. This year
quite good for us, this batch can take 6 subjects! Sis
encourage me to take 6 subjects. Take too much stress
myself only.. hais.. wonder what should i choose sia..

Hello PEEPS! Quite a few days since i have
update my blog! Hahaha. Then just to make
me post, I have realised that Aitheng have
talent in drawing!! HAHAHAA. These are pics
drawn by Aitheng, hahaha. Some so cute sia.

TAN FENG SOON! Draw until so cute :]

La Bi Xiao Xin/ shin chan & MAGGIE!!!!!

Last saturday-
Go to watch fireworks with xiaorui, rena & mooxin
at merlion park. Watch until raining == But not bad,
first time watch fire works under the rain! hahaha.
After that whole day never eat cause i dont want to
use my money. After that went home !

This place is just nothing but a sleeping
place for me. Accused me for something i
didnt done at all. I didnt ask tt person to
do it yet my father said i am the one who
ask him. Cheebye. think i what? I can save
money myself right? I never even mention
a word to tt guy at all. Say what? I only want
to buy branded stuff? Please lah. Even if i
want to buy i also saving my own money now
right. You dont know anything yet you all
scolding me for nothing. You didnt realised
when is the last time i have buy my clothes.
Is few months ago and i never ask for a cent
from you to buy those clothes i want.
And what? Dinner? I rather eat maggie ok. A bowl
of maggie is much better than having dinner with
you all. Cook something i will not eat, i never eat
also scold me. Knn, just fcuk off lah you all.
Dont say i only know how to get money from you all,
i wont take anymore other then pocket money. Happy?!?
I will save my own and do my own part time next holiday.
I ask you if i can buy yet you say i only know how
to spend money, i never even ask tt guy to buy yet
he go buy himself lors. You dont know anything then
just shut up lah. scold scold scold, kbkp so much for
what? Just because you lose your pride? Jiao wei
so many, so kah to the wall lah. If i really like to spend
your money, i already went to see a doctor when i am
sick, get money from you like you are printing money,
but i never right. I admit i always get from you, but i
never ever tell you that i wan to go see a doctor when i
am very sick right. I rather go to school than taking mc
just because clinic consultation is expensive.
Say i only know how to spend your money?
I know, i not your all's bio daughter,
i wont get anymore money from you. Just all shut up.
You care about you own's pride? So do i ok. Dont hope for
me to come home early next time. Even i come home earlier,
dont even think i will talk much to all of you. Ass off. cheebye.

Yesterday went to watch Transformers. The
show uhs, quite nice. Hahaha. Then we choose
tickets, end up the sitting is :
Kenton, me, Aldin, Weiteng, Rena, Shaoquan,
Tab and Bron. Got JIA inbetween Kt and din.==
And WOOOOOTS!! Rena and SQ worhs, hais...
Love each other until go lend jacket to rena. haha.
Then finish show go home after walking around.
HAHA. Today lehs, went to TamanJurong and
eat Mac. Then after tt went to JP. At JP slack
with Xiaorui cause she waiting for her jie. Then
when going home, helped a old auntie. She carry
rice sack when climbing stairs. So heavy, then i
go help her. Haaas. So happy to help her :] Like
have done something good ! Then say byebye to
her after her son come help. Then walk home,
and do abit pw. Totally dont know how to do.
Nvm, tomorrow then do ! hahahaha!!!!

Hi, peeps who visited this blog, dont give
my new link to others. Thanks. Just dont
want people i just scolded to visited my
blog and talk in my tagboard. Dont know
why, recently have been more and more
impatient, just a bit of thing i got fustrated
easily. And this year keep quarreling with
friends. Wondering isit stress from band or
stress on how to run and avoid my problems.
I also wanted to have a cca i like and do what
i want with my friends after school. why cant
band just get out of my life? And friends, if you
all have anything to talk to my, if you going to
have a arguments sooner or later, dont talk to me
then. I have no more patients to face others
with good attitude. I am tired of this game, running
away, avoiding them. And quarreling with friends
sucks.

Hello! This few days have been playing
audition with aldin and bronson. Keep
getting last. Using aldin's account. And
help his girl character change image. hahaas.
Then sick on thursday. A night suddenly
high fever. high until 38.6. Then ah jie came
home give me eat medicine then go out again
liao == Lucky next day fever gone then can
go school play :] Rena too weak, never come school.
Hais.. Should be doctor say she too short need
to stay at home rest more to grow taller =)
After school went to eat and walk around JP
with tab, walk till my leg SUAN till like siao. Then
find the boys at Long John and sit. hahhaa.
OK, posted for today.
Bye!