Basically, today went to JP with Rena. Then saw shaoquan, aldin, hy and bron. Went to see them play bball and went home. At home, doing nothing. Dont know why, i'm feeling weird and behaving oddly. Just cant control the temper inside me. I'm bored, nothing much for me to do. Patience have a limit, but i just simply cant wait longer everytime.. I hate it, havei regretted on that decision? I dont know. Hopei did not. Feel like killing myself for being so useless in everything, regretting in decisions i've made. For this sudden moodswing, i cant even find the main cause of it. Fcuking useless person i am ehs? Not in the mood to post any longer. Bye