Today uhs, what a bad day i think? Lit got caught talking by that monica and made me stand infront of the whole class. What a joke. Scratched on aldin's hand and apologised to him when i got home, yet he say, too late to regret? Wth lah. I apologised to him yet he didnt accept and said this type of thing. Then take his pencilbox also. Now in my bag, just now fake fake dont want return him, end up he just go home. Then tell him he just give me tt reply. Then skipped CCA today. Cant go, go also will kena scolded, never go also will. At least never go wont get scolded until very badly. Next week sis will help me go to school find that conductor and tell her. I wish all this can be settle ASAP. I just find meaning less in this boring yet days filled with troubles life. If theres only 2 ways for me, i simply wish to leave this world. Maybe it might be an end, yet a new beginning for me.