I'm just thinking i'm nothing but someone useless. Cried really long in school yesterday, talked to bong, and wondering why i bursted out crying when i stepped into class. He just said something and scold me a little, but i feel nothing, end up i cried immediately when i went into class. Then all my friends look at me when i'm crying, embarassed sia. I first time cried till this extend in school. I wonder why, why, why?!? I just cant control myself to stop crying, and most of my classmates saw my face filled with tears, that totally sucks. Today, got BETA form for not attending band, end up got shouted by bong. But this time i never cry at all ^^ After school got my Jazz dance, this is my second session. Today we changed into street jazz instead of dancing lyrical jazz. Abit easier than lyrical but the actions is obseen man! Before that have my history test, HAIS!!! FLUNK! Forget everything.. haha. Long never post, today done finally. Post next time, i am lazy XD